Im 17 and everyone in my little town sees me as the "golden child". I have straight A's, I'm student council president, and also co-captin of my schools soccer team. My secret is that my boyfriend is the guy that has one of the worst reputations in our school (mostly sex drinking and some minor drugs). My parents forbid me to see him, but i do anyway, weve kept our relationship a secret for about a year now, and recently I've found out that I'm pregnet and dont know where to go from here.

I enjoy looking at porn all day every day if I could. I enjoy looking at everything from gang bangs, girl on girl, to threesomes, as well as watching anal sex. Because of this i have started trying anal sex, somthing that I thought that I would never do and now I trully enjoy it. From the outside, people would never know that i trully enjoy watching porn as well as anal sex.

I dropped acid and messed up my eye sight, I got HPPD which is RARE but its going to mess up my eye sight.., no cure no treatment I'll see double for a loong time maybe forever, as well as trails and light beams. I'm 17, and depressed, this dosnt help, I only wanted to escape for a little bit from this hell called realality. I only people wish would understand and not judge me for stupid stuff I do.

I have felt like this many times and have gone out in my car driving and just yelled at the top of my lungs to release the stress. I have felt like maybe hitting my head against the wall out of frustration but i have never done it. Maybe a counselor or therapist who spealizes in anger/frustration can help you learn how to handle it better because there are definitely healthier ways like writing, walking,chocolate~ :) and its not fair to you to have to do that the rest of your life.

I totally see where you are coming from, i am in the same boat! I havn't talked to mine in 4 years, but still love him and pray for a chance to see him again and maybe get together. He is married and I am engaged, it really sucks!!

I know where you are coming from and would like to know how you do it. I have thought about it often. I used to let my kittens lick me, but that was a long time ago. It really turns me on thinking about it and I know that it is wrong. But at the same time, I would like to try it. I do not think that you should tell, keep it to yourself. If you enjoy it and it gives you pleasure then keep doing it. It isn't hurting anyone. Sounds kincky to me.

I am in the exact same situation! I am also lost. I am 22 and engaged to a 30 year old that I hate while I am still in love with an ex that i havn't talked to in 4 years. My ex and I are still on good terms, always have been, but he is married with child. I also have I child and one on the way. I want to talk to my ex and see if there is a chance for us to be together, but I am afraid that it will never come.

I also have the same illnesses that you do. Exactly. Although sometimes it is hard, I have always been able to go to school and get a job. I have a bachelor's degree, work full time and am going to graduate school full time. There are medications to assist, but in my case they didn't work. I literally push through it. My employer and professors are aware that I may have to run off in the middle of work or class, and I do have to miss work sometimes, but I still do the job. You can do it to.