this is my first time and i've got alot to say.

good evening, everyone. i'm new to the "online experience" and have been fighting this for several years now. nonetheless, here i am, trying to start anew and make different (and better) choices. so forgive me if i digress and/or ramble on. i have been stagnant for a decade and a half. so here's my issue:

i've been celebate for the past 17 years and have finally realized that there might be something wrong with me. during those 17 years, i have been the primary caregiver for my elderly parents-my mother up until 6/21/06, when she passed away and still to my 80 yeard-old father who recently had double-bypass, open heart surgery. i can count on one hand how many times i have dated and still have fingers left over. but i'll 35 this year and have decided it was time to either shit or get off the pot. so here i come cyberspace. wow, i think i just popped my cyber cherry ;)