Cassaundra Elise Lockett

I need to know who i am...I was adopted when i was six names are a blur,but i remember most things that happened,..my family doesnt talk about a lot of things so i have a lot of things i dont know.I know i have a brother i always thought that and i talked to my aunt and she confirmed it..I remember having to go to therapy over my mother but i dont remember what for my aunt asays she may have had mental issues...I tried to talk to my parents along time ago they no nothing legally by the year i was born the states were not allowed to tell them anything about my past unless my birth parents agree...

the thing is i my health is failing and the doctors cant find anything when i go to the emergency room and i have no insurance so i cant see a regular doctor..aside from my health i always felt that i am not normal my whole life has been about trying to fit in and mentally i have always felt like something is wrong with me...my sister and my best friends is the only one who knows one fact about me and that is that i have tried to take m life more than once.i have had so much bottled inside of me that i just gave up...

recently my whole llife has just fell apart but i joined a church and im trying to make my life right i fear i can never live a good life until i know what happened to me ,why i got my scar and know my biological family i know i have a brother out there thats all i know...

i will not feel complete until i know what is wrong with me, all i know is my birth name Jamice Elise Hayes and that i was born here in cleveland, I am pretty sure my moms name started with an S and she had mental health issues thats all i know....