Hi! I’m Suzanne, I’m 19 years old and am currently a student.
I signed up for Bridezillas because according to my family, I’m Bitchzilla when I get pissed off. I’m not a super mean person but people are just stupid. I’m an emotional person and life is short so why should I hold in what I feel?
I had trouble choosing my bridesmaids because I had to weed through people I thought were my best friends. When you choose your bridesmaids, I suggest you do so carefully. I chose my sister as my matron of honor so I wouldn’t have to pick a favorite out of my friends and I knew she would be able to get things done. I chose my niece because she and I have been together forever, she couldn’t not be part of my wedding. For my remaining bridesmaids I chose my friends Emily, Cami and Hazel. If you notice I only had 4 bridesmaids in the episode…Cami chose to go to a car show. When planning a wedding you learn who your real friends are.
My family and I are super close. My mom is the cool mom everyone wishes they had. My Dad provides things for us to make fun of on a regular basis, so he’s pretty tight. My sister was almost like a second mom growing up and her daughter was like another sister. Taylor’s family is the exact opposite of mine. They don’t talk or joke around with each other for the most part. I don’t understand how they work. His parents were going to let their daughter wear this hot pink sparkly dress and a tiara to my wedding. IT’S NOT HALLOWEEN! Then they threw a fit because I didn’t want her to have a tiara. It was my wedding, not hers, she wasn’t turning into a queen from princess.
My favorite part of the wedding was when it ended. I hated the whole wedding process. I didn’t want a wedding and I think it’s a waste of time and money. I suggest that you run as far and as fast as possible. I spent 8 months planning our wedding and I don’t remember who came or what we did. Honestly, if I could do it all over again, I wouldn’t have a wedding. Taylor and I would’ve gotten married when he came home for leave last December. The whole planning thing drove me insane. It was what color should this be, how should the chicken be cooked, all these questions that I really didn’t care less about.
You’re probably wondering how someone who doesn’t want a wedding could become a Bridezilla. I wanted it to be perfect for Taylor. He’s the one that wanted a wedding and it was the sweetest thing right, your man wants you to have a beautiful day? No. It’s not. What wasn’t thought of was the fact that he wants it for you, but you have to plan it all and go psycho, then they don’t want you to be psycho… It doesn’t work that way.
Taylor and I didn’t go on a honeymoon because he didn’t have enough leave time. We’re planning on going somewhere later. The Bridezilla crew was awesome and gave me an excuse to be myself without offending people, not that I really care, just gave me the excuse. I’m so glad I did it and would do it a million times over. Although Taylor and I are young and haven’t been married that long, we’re determined to make it. Marriage to your best friend is the only way to go. In the end Taylor got the wedding he wanted, and we both get the marriage that we wanted. Neither one of us want kids and I’m so thankful I found a man who respects that and me!