Now this episode brought back some dramatic memories. Erica didn’t want to listen to me about her contractions and put us in a hard spot as as a group. My sister prides on her work ethic, but sometimes it’s too much. Some things you can’t work through, and seeing her whole thought process with trying to work through this pregnancy makes me feel like she has something to prove. I hope that after she sees herself she’ll realize when to quit, and in the future it doesn’t come at the expense of all the people out there that were counting on this tour.

The other uncomfortable situation that I had to deal with here is people talking to me about my appearance. The fact that I’m not a Hollywood stick figure isn’t news to anyone, and I think Mitch needs to remember that. To be honest, I could care less about the Hollywood standard for what a woman’s look should be; what does matter to me is my husband, Teddy's, standard for me is.  He ain’t expecting me in full on Mary Mary hair & makeup, but does want to kick it with his cute girl every now and then. I think I’ve gotten him to understand that I can’t always be perfect - but I am making an effort to be his girl.